So, I'm now in a relationship. It's something I've wanted for awhile. I set myself out for 3 main goals and I've finally acheived each one of them. Getting a girlfriend was one of them.
And now I'm enjoying the things from it but I'm realizing that it's not as intense as it is in long distance relationships. In long distance, there's a barrier, keeping you two apart. And since you can't do anything physical, you emphasize the emotional medium to communicate. And so the emotions get very strong.
The sexual tension is stronger, because you can build up and up and up, but you never get to actually touch. Only hear the whispers and the pleas of your lover on the other end of the phone or the computer. This, I love.
But in the end, all you really want is to -be- with that person. To actually touch them, kiss them and to be able to really look them in the eye and convey the words "I love you."
Being together in real life is usually the next step in long-distance relationships. I mean, there's almost always a light at the end of the tunnel, the light that drives you forward in your relationship.
What I'm finding in my current "real life" relationship is that things just aren't as intense. When we first met, and dated and touched, it was sensational. It sent little lightening bolts through my body...and down to my nether regions. It still does now, but...the novelty wears off.
Anyways I still like it. I'm glad that I'm with someone. And maybe part of the reason I have an underlying lack of satisfaction is because we haven't had sex yet and we apparantly won't for a long time. :( Oh well, everything else is good so I'm content for now.
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