Friday, October 8, 2010

My relationship comes to an end



You still upset with me? I didnt sleep well last night because i felt bad
Yeah I'm not happy
I'm tired of listening to you complain about me.
Im sorry i was acting like that. I was so excited to see you and spend time with you and then i ruined it
I dont want to and i dont mean to
And I don't mean to hurt you with apathy, but that doesn't change the fact that it still hurts
I know. I think im too sensitive sometimes and its surprising to me because im not usually
I feel like giving up
I feel like we always argue on the phone but when im with you im happy and it feels all good
I still feel like giving up.
Okay. Fair enough. Maybe that would be the best thing to do
Im sorry [name]
Me too. I was not acting very rational lately and i think its because im too sensitive and selfish about what i want
Thanks for being honest with me. I think I've been acting weird too, feeding into the spiral because inside I've been slowly giving up on this.
I don't like giving up. Its not in my nature
I know we are both very committed people, it's just knowing the difference between something that's difficult, and something that's not meant to be.


Even though I was unsatisfied with this relationship, I'm still sad about it all. I'm glad that I'm not as devastated as when Cyan and I broke up. This is a huge relief.

All I really want to do is cuddle with somebody right now. But, now I don't have anyone to cuddle with. :-/

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